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1. 18
   Jul
   
   

   I could never just say those words out loud. Not because I’m ashamed. It’s ‘cause I might not be able to hold back my tears.

   I love my parents. I’d protect them from every possible evil emotion if I could. But I couldn’t. The only thing I could do is to make them smile, hug them, and show them that I won’t do anything to hurt them. The thought of hurting them pains me. God knows how much I try to be a great daughter, a great person that my parents could be proud of. That’s the challenge I required myself to take. That challenge would only end once I take my final breath. Only then would I be able to tell if I’ve done enough to make my parents proud of me. But until then, I won’t quit giving my parents what they deserve—love, kisses, and everything in between.

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